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Really it's just me

by EarthWyrmm

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Susie Mirtis
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Susie Mirtis very very catchy and gives me Feels(tm) and the chipmunk voice actually enhances the song instead of detracting from it somehow lol it rules Favorite track: Really it's just me (chipmunk).
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1.
Another life 02:22
The real reason I can't talk to you is cuz I am weak and you're weak too Maybe in another life everything would be just fine I've lost a lot of friends and it's sinking in that I don't know how to start again but maybe in another life I won't have to say goodbye My hair has grown so much longer I hope that it makes me stronger Maybe in another life like Samson I could learn to fight Maybe in another life I won't have to say goodbye
2.
Know me 03:20
You don't want me there you don't care You don't want me there you don't care you don't want to know me anymore I wanted to be myself with you I wanted to be brand new but you don't want to know me anymore Ya know Ive been so sad You really hurt me bad I've been really sad friend I had Cuz you don't want to know me anymore And I don't want to know me anymore
3.
It's over 03:58
Is it really over am I finally free this is really overwhelming me I can finally breathe now I can finally laugh I can finally leave without hesitating and going back. I am not so scared now really I'm just ashamed I can't believe I let you put me through so much pain I know I'll be okay I know I'll survive the pain that I still feel helps me know I'm still alive
4.
Really its just me all these years of self sustained misery letting myself get the best of me and blaming the air that surrounds me Really it's just me show up late to the party I hope that nobody talks to me social anxiety ever since someone I loved put their hands on me Really it's just me let all the ink from my pen bleed Try to write but words just elude me and I made my brain numb with sharpie all me Really it's just me Really it's just me I let myself love so deeply despite what it'd mean for me I am to blame for the pain in my brain it's a game that I quit but some how I still play. Really it's just me I let my emotions define the the way I live the way that I breath, I can't fucking believe anyone ever even put up with me cuz really it's just me. Really it's just me how'd I let myself get so weak Always put other people before me then complain when I'm left with nothing nothing Really it's just me, I still have the mind of a preteen can't handle when someone is mean I drown in my own sensitivity Really it's just me who let them take something from me who let them get up and leave it's not so hard to see that it's all me cuz really it's just me Really it's just me Really it's just me Really it's just me
5.
Ashtray 02:15
And the light seeps through same as you do and my poetry is just words that bleed I was cloudy like a storm before I was even born I walk the rivers edge just to clear my head I'm writing songs I'm writing songs everyday next to my ashtray I'm writing songs Ive been writing songs everyday next to my ashtray
6.
Salt water 03:28
The clouds are pink the sky is blue My mouth is dry dry like you Numbness wait Let me taste The salt water against my face I can sense a storm can I take much more what is all of my strength for I'm at a loss for words again I think that I'm my only friend But I hate myself so even then I just shut up and pretend I walk through this shitty town you aren't here to bring me down no one really wants me around should I swim or let myself drown The road is black the air is grey you don't hear a thing I say Thinking stop I forgot I can live through this though it hurts a lot

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released February 9, 2018

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