1. |
Another life
02:22
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The real reason I can't talk to you
is cuz I am weak
and you're weak too
Maybe in another life
everything would be just fine
I've lost a lot of friends
and it's sinking in
that I don't know how to start again
but maybe in another life
I won't have to say goodbye
My hair has grown so much longer
I hope that it makes me stronger
Maybe in another life
like Samson I could learn to fight
Maybe in another life
I won't have to say goodbye
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2. |
Know me
03:20
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You don't want me there
you don't care
You don't want me there
you don't care
you don't want to know me
anymore
I wanted to
be myself with you
I wanted to
be brand new
but you don't want to know me
anymore
Ya know Ive been so sad
You really hurt me bad
I've been really sad
friend I had
Cuz you don't want to know me
anymore
And I don't want to know me
anymore
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3. |
It's over
03:58
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Is it really over
am I finally free
this is really overwhelming me
I can finally breathe now
I can finally laugh
I can finally leave
without hesitating
and going back.
I am not so scared now
really I'm just ashamed
I can't believe I let you
put me through so much pain
I know I'll be okay
I know I'll survive
the pain that I still feel
helps me know I'm still alive
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4. |
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Really its just me
all these years of self sustained misery
letting myself get the best of me
and blaming the air that surrounds me
Really it's just me
show up late to the party
I hope that nobody talks to me
social anxiety
ever since someone I loved
put their hands on me
Really it's just me
let all the ink from my pen bleed
Try to write but words just elude me
and I made my brain numb with sharpie
all me
Really it's just me
Really it's just me
I let myself love so deeply
despite what it'd mean for me
I am to blame
for the pain
in my brain
it's a game that I quit
but some how I still play.
Really it's just me
I let my emotions define the
the way I live
the way that I breath,
I can't fucking believe
anyone ever even put up with me
cuz really it's just me.
Really it's just me
how'd I let myself get so weak
Always put other people before me
then complain when I'm left with nothing
nothing
Really it's just me,
I still have the mind of a preteen
can't handle when someone is mean
I drown in my own sensitivity
Really it's just me
who let them take something from me
who let them get up and leave
it's not so hard to see that it's all me
cuz really it's just me
Really it's just me
Really it's just me
Really it's just me
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5. |
Ashtray
02:15
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And the light seeps through
same as you do
and my poetry
is just words that bleed
I was cloudy like a storm
before I was even born
I walk the rivers edge
just to clear my head
I'm writing songs
I'm writing songs
everyday
next to my ashtray
I'm writing songs
Ive been writing songs
everyday
next to my ashtray
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6. |
Salt water
03:28
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The clouds are pink
the sky is blue
My mouth is dry
dry like you
Numbness wait
Let me taste
The salt water
against my face
I can sense a storm
can I take much more
what is all of my strength for
I'm at a loss for words again
I think that I'm my only friend
But I hate myself
so even then
I just shut up
and pretend
I walk through this shitty town
you aren't here to bring me down
no one really wants me around
should I swim
or let myself drown
The road is black
the air is grey
you don't hear a thing I say
Thinking stop
I forgot
I can live through this
though it hurts a lot
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EarthWyrmm Fairfield, Connecticut
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