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Cactus Ft. The Birds
03:20
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Home alone again, on the corner of me bed, there's a pain in my body, and a buzzing in my head.
She asked me for the truth, and I said "there's nothing new." And I meant it when I said , "I don't know why you want me to."
In my dreams I see faces, but they are nameless, and I can't pin the places where I am.
I see trees, and rivers. Somber voices give me shivers, but I wake up not giving a damn.
Home alone again on the corner of my bed writing words or watching movies, drowning voices in my head.
And I'm watering my cactus, like it needs something from me. It reminds me of myself, when my thoughts are prickly.
And I tripped over the floor for the hundredth time this year. Chasing visions, writing songs that no-one will ever hear.
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Mess of me
02:26
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I just saw a sign
it was buried in your eye
and it said I'm not the sun
and I can't warm everyone
I dream that I'm a ghost
that I'm invisible to most
So that nobody can see
the mess I've made of me
And maybe I'm not ready
or I'll never be
I've always been buried
below my empathy
Hey mom I think I've lost my way
So I think of what your say
and I stare in the rear view
at the memory of you.
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One day
02:45
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You don't care who you hurt
It took me three years to see the truth
Your eyes hide lies I can't see
But I thought one day you'd stop hurting me
I guess I was too blind to see
I remember when you had faith in me
And I thought I saw good in you
and maybe you'd see good in me too
I was so young and I didn't know
when I should just let someone go
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4. |
Rings of Saturn
03:56
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Chasing these patterns
The rings of Saturn
sparkle like ice
like diamonds
Memories they haunt me
I miss you mommy
I wish I had a home
to go to be alone
Existential dream world
The sky was all purple
Do you still like me as I am now?
My eye lids keep closing
I can't keep from dozing
when dreams are much better than real life
Anything is better than real life
I keep having visions
of my bad decisions
Would I go back if I could?
If you had the chance I know you would
I feel so degraded
All my friendships faded
Did I even mean a thing to them?
Wish I could start over again
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5. |
Could Be Worse
04:51
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I am the grass on the shady side of the road
where you go to smoke your life away
I can feel the air brushing me towards the sun
so I run but I just can't reach the light
I am the rain on a summer day
I'm the pain people feel when they've got nothing else to blame
Paper thin when my body gives in
is it sick Is it sad
With the good always comes the bad
I am the father who tells you that you are absolved
forgives all and forgets myself
What's my fault
Was it all
I am drowning in hate for myself
just myself and nobody else
I am the flower that grows through the cracks in the concrete that no-one thought could grow but there I go
and I thought you should know that it hurts
but it could always be worse
Yeah it hurts but it could always be worse
I am the grass on the shady side of the road
where you go to smoke your life away
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Spider Splicer (A Poem)
04:51
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I don't like this empty feeling, crawling all across the ceiling.
Chaos brings the heat in rapture, I think I just heard your laughter.
I did what you asked now you owe me, bloodied but breathing still, you know me.
I am finished here, I'm leaving.
Leave it here, hanging from the ceiling.
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EarthWyrmm Fairfield, Connecticut
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