1. |
I've lost it ALL
01:15
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I will stand up tall
when I've lost it all
My dream's askew
twisted point of view
But
I'm not running
I'm not caving in
I'm still trek'n
a long way down
A long way down
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2. |
to be her
03:04
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I will never feel clean
after what was done to me
Maybe I'll move on
maybe I wont
Maybe I can just go home
ya never know
I can't remember
how it felt to be her
optimistic
no fear.
Now I just stay right here
In my room
People joke and say
music that I play
over and over
is too much
but it helps when I'm fed up
or feelin lonely
Now I'm just a girl
in this fucked up world
living inside notes of a song
and that's where I belong
I'll come in waves
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3. |
So numb
03:13
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I am no good at guitar
it won't take me very far
I don't want to shave my legs
cuz pretty soon I will be dead
& that's okay with me
At least then I will be free
Why does everybody judge
When did people become so numb
can I still believe in love
or have I finally had enough
I don't know anymore
I don't know myself anymore
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4. |
Selfless
04:16
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How many times
do I have to repeat
Laying half asleep
feeling half dead.
I watch you
across the room
you're staring right at me
Eyes dark like the sea
heart like stone
It surrounds me
slowly engulfs me
I'm left alone
I'm left alone.
I wish you knew
how I loved you
how I still do
and always will
But what is love
if it's not selfless?
when everyone's selfish
I don't know.
I don't know
Sometimes I feel so lonely
like no one really knows me
they don't feel what I feel
Its hard to wake up
from this day dream
when my life seems
too dark to be real
It can't be real
How many times will I have to repeat
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5. |
Figure it out
02:50
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Sometimes I think that life is all a game
I wish anybody felt the same way I do
always seem to feel lonely
when you aren't here to hold me
I try to survive
but I always feel sick inside
When will I figure out how to be?
My life keeps on passing by me
and I know
I could fight for it
but I'm getting real tired of this
& I forgive everything
but I can't keep forgiving him
Sometimes I think living life is insane
How can anyone survive
with so much pain
The world keeps changing
people's morals rearranging
Most people have become numb
but I still care for everyone
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6. |
B my friend
02:45
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How can you really say
everything will be okay
I will never be the same
and you are the one to blame
No I won't be your friend
I just need this day to end
I really fucked up this time
now I think I'm losing my mind
No I won't be your friend
let's try not to pretend
No I can't forgive you yet
I can't ever forget
You can lie to everyone
but I am someone
who you can't hide from
No I won't be your friend
I really need this day to end
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7. |
Anywhere (a poem)
02:56
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I made plans
with both my hands
I'd meet you there
I never cared
when people stared
then I saw your eyes
never told you lies
Now I'll just pretend
that I can comprehend
how you could love me
or how you could leave me
So I'll just walk
alone now to the park
I'll wait for you there
I'll wait for you anywhere
Let's have one more drink
to give us time to think
about the trees and stars
we can count our scars
I'm really trying
I swear I'm not lying
& I'll kiss your lips
trace your face with my fingertips
I'll hide away in the sun
You're my only one
I'll wait for you there
I'll wait for you anywhere
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8. |
EmptyEarth
02:15
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Where did we come from
How did we become
so empty
so spiteful
so heartless
such a mess
We think
that we own everything
but we sink
lower than anything
Politicians
they make me sick and
all the pain
it's all man made
Who can we turn to
Where are our virtues
Innocents are dying
governments are lying
It breaks my heart
it's tearing me apart
One day
we will pay for our crimes
all of humanity
Corrupt religion
it makes me sick and
you're not alive
if you live a broken life
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9. |
Bucolic-Aholic
04:06
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I watch the paint on the wall fall away
I know that you never hear a word I say
I sit at home playing my guitar
in my underwear.
I wish you were here
to help wash the dye out my hair
You watch the smile on my face melt away
you know when I've made up my mind
anyway
I sit at home lookin up pictures
of far away states
Waiting for you to tell me
we can leave this place
Bucolic-aholic
I run towards the rain storms
go out when it's cloudy
and dance until it pours
Let's go to my hometown
& I'll show you around
The smell of cedar trees
dirt and clay under my feet
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10. |
Sleepers
03:05
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You can't help yourself
and I can't say no
I pretend I don't care that much
hope that you don't know
It's early morning now
and still no sleep
We spend most every night
counting sheep
So I sneak out your front door
without saying goodbye
So I don't have to pretend
I don't know when you lie
Don't say you're sorry for
the things you do
If somebody's sorry well
it sure as hell ain't you
It's my own fault
for letting you in
but It felt so good to have
someone to listen
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11. |
Never
01:26
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There's so much music in this world
I will never be special
Never say never until you know
I've been saying never since the day I was born
But
You look at me like I am a light
When you look at me everything's alright
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12. |
Zee
01:51
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Drink down in the basement
don't forget to close the door
following your eyes
till I'm staring at the floor
Reaching out for you to take my hand
but it can't feel
the mess I made inside of you
I pretend that I'm not real
Standing like a ghost
right outside the door
wondering if this little heart of mine
can take much more.
this apathy and uselessness
gets really hard to bare
I don't want to tell anyone
nobody will care
You say you don't know what you want
and I know who I wanna be
You say you don't know what to do
or you barley speak to me
Its getting harder to move on
and it's getting hard to see
because the only path I have to walk
is the one you made for me
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EarthWyrmm Fairfield, Connecticut
Just a sad small person mak'n makeshift song things
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Somtimes you just find something special in someone’s music and that’s what I’ve found here! Totally in love. Give it a listen and see what you find .
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