1. |
Am I real?
02:20
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Fast pacing
to the train station
don't wanna be late again
Remembering
when you were my friend
& you
you were rad
life wasn't so sad
I ran next to you
at the park
we waited for something
good to start
the leaves were falling nice
you'd think
I'd think twice
Am I real
I sometimes feel
like I'm a figment
I'm made up
of love
and bad luck
And you
you think I'm a miracle
I think that's hysterical
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2. |
Spacial Features
01:00
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3. |
I don't like me
01:57
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It's okay if you don't like me
cuz I don't even like me
I'm not here to say sorry
so sick of feeling sorry
for myself
what the hell
Sometimes I think that I'm drowning
I feel the darkness surrounding
I go unheard
but I'm screaming
I think that I must be dreaming
so I thought
but I'm not
It's okay if you hate me
cuz I kind of hate me
I curse whichever God made me
Or pray that someone can save me
from myself
it ain't working so well
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4. |
The Gift
02:32
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My eyes
could never numb
to the pain
of what you become
Hands grasp
to the past.
arms reach
for what will never be
My heart
could never blind
to the pain
of what you feel inside
Everything I see
it poisons me
I don't want this gift
you know
I'm sick of it
My light is burning low
the price I pay
the moment that I know
Alone at last
panic attack
The moment when you know
you don't care if you die
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5. |
4 Fux sake
03:53
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Pacing around
feet buried in the ground
skeptical you watch me
kicking dirt up nervously
Am I real
I don't know
how I feel
can't let it show
I'm lonely
but not alone
I just want to go home
So small
so weak
I'm shaking when I stand on my feet
does the sun really have to rise
I feel the burning
in my eyes
Why is life so cruel
it keeps playing me for the fool
and the past stays awake
let me go
for fucks sake
Another poem
another beer
A new day
to sleep away
another year
New pet
still don't feel better yet
but I try
I fucking try
I'm so tired of being so bummed
so ashamed of feeling pain
one more year
is like one more day
It all just stays the same
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6. |
There is no point
03:59
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After all
what's the point
am I giving up
can't make the choice
I'm losing hope
and bleeding out
And I still
can't figure out how
every time you'll call
you know that I'll fall
Am I alive
I feel alone
can't find my place
does it show
And maybe it's just
another dream
It can't be as bad
as it seems
Whenever you say so
you know that I'll go.
They say I'm strong
but I feel so weak
can barley stand up
on my feet
I've felt so lost
and so much loss
I'll pay the price
but at what cost
Does giving up on you
mean giving up on me too
after all
after all
after all
There is no point
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7. |
Part 2
04:42
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In my dream
you made a mess of me
and well
that's not far from reality
Are we gonna argue anymore
I know you're smiling
from behind the door
Oh
I could not live without you
could I
I will not dance without you
nor should I
I can't quite think straight
when I'm next to you
It seems I've run out of all words to use
and the same things happened
just like yesterday
but does it really matter anyway
I could not live without you
could I
I will not dance without you
nor should I
It seems I always make a mess of things
the sad dark chaos
all my failure brings
meaning well
has never mattered here
I'll sit this out for another year
I could not live without you
could I
I will not dance without
you nor should I
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8. |
Noise You Make
02:30
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I'll stay away
I'll stand my ground
but the noise you make
is my favorite sound
I'm not alone
but I feel it so
this pen with ink
is my only home
Why do I feel it
why do I feel this inside
do you feel it
why do I feel it
I cried today
can't watch the news
all of the things
we abuse
we're still alive
but broken inside
we won't survive
unless we fight
Why do I feel it
why do I feel this inside
Do you feel it
why don't you feel it
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EarthWyrmm Fairfield, Connecticut
Just a sad small person mak'n makeshift song things
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